You Don’t Have to Eat Over That
The silver lining… the big takeaway is that I didn’t need to eat, overeat, or binge to buffer against this event. None of those things would have changed the circumstance. I would still need to take care of it. And the truth is that eating, overeating, or bingeing over it would have made it worse. Not only would I not have dealt with the situation calmly and rationally, but I would have pushed the negative emotions aside. The “shouldn’t be happening” thoughts would have persisted. Days later, I would still be mentally thrashing about, reliving the experience over and over searching for resolution.
I have resolution. I am calm. I am not taking it personally. I am taking care of myself. I am moving forward.